“I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best.”

Thursday, June 28, 2012

Morning

I wake up, have tea, take my time by eating 4 celery sticks, and feel the guilt slip in as people watch me eating. Maybe im not eating enough or people are just waiting to see me slip and binge. People want to see me at my weakest and fattest. I can't let that happen. This could be a test of how much I can control myself. Do I have self control? Answer: If can go seven days without overeating 300 calories than yes I have self control.

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