I haven't been near a computer in awhile. My phone broke and now i just go a new one.
My week went somewhat like this:
Sunday - Workout - moderate eating
Monday - Workout - some eating
Tuesday - No workout- binged
Wednesday - Ate breakfast, fasted for the day, ran 3 miles and walked 1 mile
Thursday- Didn't eat much all day until an hour ago. Now i am up to 4500 calories
I feel hopeless. I have no energy. My mood is pretty bad. I can't keep my head up in school. I'm so hungry. I don't know what to do. The veganism is going well, although the starving isn't. Maybe i should take some diet pills at night so i don't binge. I feel like i'm going to put on ten pounds tonight. I feel like i should eat something now...but i won't. I probably won't eat much tomorrow. I found out throwing up could cause weight gain - so i won't do that anymore. I'll check the scale sometime tomorrow. I'm going to hopefully get some diuretics and laxatives this weekend and stronger diet pills. I can't be so hungry and uncomfortable that i'm forced to binge. This has to be easier. Somehow.
My week went somewhat like this:
Sunday - Workout - moderate eating
Monday - Workout - some eating
Tuesday - No workout- binged
Wednesday - Ate breakfast, fasted for the day, ran 3 miles and walked 1 mile
Thursday- Didn't eat much all day until an hour ago. Now i am up to 4500 calories
I feel hopeless. I have no energy. My mood is pretty bad. I can't keep my head up in school. I'm so hungry. I don't know what to do. The veganism is going well, although the starving isn't. Maybe i should take some diet pills at night so i don't binge. I feel like i'm going to put on ten pounds tonight. I feel like i should eat something now...but i won't. I probably won't eat much tomorrow. I found out throwing up could cause weight gain - so i won't do that anymore. I'll check the scale sometime tomorrow. I'm going to hopefully get some diuretics and laxatives this weekend and stronger diet pills. I can't be so hungry and uncomfortable that i'm forced to binge. This has to be easier. Somehow.
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