“I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best.”

Friday, June 29, 2012

Binge

This is becoming predictable. How pathetic that I can't even keep my word. I can't even eat 300 calories for two days.
Leo sees me eating and comments and I get upset and me instigates and it makes everything worse and I scream and yell and cry because what else can I do when I've already lost control? I'm ashamed of myself and he knows and he still comments on my eating...when I do eat and when I don't eat.

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