“I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best.”

Saturday, June 16, 2012

June 16th

Today I consciously realized as i was sitting in the sun today that i don't feel loved at all. I'm a fuck up. I'm not good at anything. I'm even a bad anorexic. I started the raw vegan diet today. Hopefully i'll lose more on this diet than just the vegan diet. That means no more binges off of pretzels or tortilla chips. Today I feel like being a loner and watching movies. I've always said i wanted to stay local when i "grow up" but now i want to move far away. I want a fresh start.

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