“I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best.”

Sunday, July 1, 2012

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What bothers me is I told myself I would fast today. I'm too weak- I gave in - I ate. I'm scared shitless that I am over 2,000 calories. I'm scared that my metabolism might not be working. So I abuse the over-the-counter diet pills. I call a friend an make plans because I can't stay home with all this food. I decide my diet starts tomorrow. Fast and dieting and portion control and exercise. I set a deadline. I need to be 118 before September 1st

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