“I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best.”

Wednesday, August 15, 2012

August 15th

I trained abs hardcore at the gym today, did some biceps, and quads. To end it all I did the stairmaster.

Tonight I binged and threw up and tomorrow I will starve to compensate for whatever happened tonight.

I guess I cheated..because bodybuilders don't binge and purge and starve...bodybuilders suck it up until their next workout. "hey everyone look at me - a joke- a lie. I'm not a bodybuilder. I'm an eating disorder trying to be a bodybuilder. I'm a wannabe. I'll always be an eating disorder.

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