I'm feeling very spiritual tonight

Tonight I'm feeling very spiritual. In fact I'm even feeling very close to God. I've always felt as if he was mad at me for the way I choose to live my life. I feel like I can never live up to how perfect he is.

I found this prayer online tonight. It's the Serenity Prayer. My mother dedicated this prayer to me a few years back. I can see how this relates to my impulsivity, anxiety, and desire for control.