I'm ashamed to be me. I am ashamed to be me. I feel judged and pathetic so maybe if I'm thinner that'll hide my flaws and make me more beautiful. Maybe I should starve today..not because I think I'm fat, but because I binged yesterday and I want to avoid getting fat. I wanna be externally beautiful because internally I'm shit.
I'm all alone at the bus station in the city waiting for a bus. For what? The obvious reason: a boy. In this case two boys. It's my fucked up little love story. Im using my mother hard earned money to take a bus to a place where I'm not familiar with. I'm scared and I'm alone. I need a job. I'd work during meal times to avoid eating and hunger pangs.
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