“I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best.”
Showing posts with label Goal. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Goal. Show all posts

Tuesday, June 26, 2012

Goal

My goal is to achieve the weight 118. That means I'll need great discipline throughout my workouts. When I want to stop I have to keep going, when I get dizzy from not eating I have to keep starving. After the soup today I had a half of banana because I started getting dizzy. I reached for the Honeynut Cheerios box, put my hand in the box, and pulled out the bag. As I was ready to pour them into a bowl, I took 5, placed them in my mouth and put the bag back in the box and the box in the cabinet to never be touched or eaten again.